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Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse. crying My depression is coming back now. I thought I was over it and everything would be alright. I guess I was wrong. Last night I had visions/dreams of me commiting suicide. It was like flashes of me either dying or already dead. There was one that I remember so well, since it seemed so real. In this one vision, I just stepped off of one of the buildings of Taft. Right when I hit the floor in my dream, I woke up on my bedroom florr aching and sweating. sad I'm scared, and I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I feel as if something's wrong with me.