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The World You Love
I got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, that's you.
My story, its almost finished, yes it is. If only Raymond can get home so I can tell him. So you must all DEAL with the INSANITY. Yes, teh TEH insanity. So I must use a song to tell my story.
our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
i'm looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.
I want out of all of this so badly. Talk is cheap. My feelings are over used, as well as crushed beyond description. What are they? MUSH. 100% pure emo-mush. My time has been spent, and no more is left, or so it feels.
i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
i'm gonna call this home
I used to have so much fun, just being me. No one cared, they were ok with it. Now, I can't crack an eggshell without causing a mass inquisition. Its not fair, and makes for a great headache. I used to feel so much at home, but it no longer feels that way. Everyone is close to everyone, I want to be there. Just don't give me the TRY HARDER. I get so uptight to the point of SCREAMING. Grrr.
the open road is still miles away
Hey nothing serious
we still have our fun
oh we had it once
Once being the key word. At least for me. It doesn't feel like home, or any fun. I need to seclude myself to feel better. INDEED.
Windows open and close
that's just how it goes
s**t happens, and I can't do a thing about it. Nope, not a thing. I wish I could...if only...well, thats for another day.
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
I am only as happy as everyone thinks I am. They don't know what is going on in my demented little brain. And never will. Its not a happy place, or at least a safe one.
i'm in love with the ordinary
i need a simple space
and rest my head
everything gets clear
well i'm a little ashamed for asking
but just a little helps
it gets me straight again
helps me get over it (over it)
Yes, space. The space is what I need to feel normal again. No more pushing, no more shoving. NO MORE. Pressure on the brain = pain. Mental anguish and over reacting will ensue.
it might seem like a dream
but it's real to me
Everything seems like a dream, if only I can wake up and see that everything is as what it was a month ago. Such happiness then. It made me so happy to wake up then. Now I hate waking, for my dreams are happy ones.
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
you should see the canals are freezing
you should see me high
you should just be here
be with me here
it doesn't seem theres hope for me
i let you down
but i won't give in now
not for any amount
But au contraire, I have given in to all temptation I told myself I would not to. Such a weak being I am...if only things ended differently.
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
The world I love is slipping away, or already gone. It feels as if everything is going around in circles, unsure of what is going on...
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Community Member
I really hope things get better for you...I've been like that before...*Prays for you.*