So yeah it's been a long few days....
Not feeling very well at all. School has totally exhausted me. So let's start with last night...my daddy came to visit me, I was VERY hapy! tho he seems very depressed which saddens me. He's got no girlfriend and had to get 2 jobs, so just hoping he doesn't commit suicide, 'cause well, i need my daddy ^^. So uhm yeah he came to visit, i showed him how i aced the spelling and vocabulary test. He left and I jumped on gaia. My mom and my step dad were doing something I have no idea and she was like "I wonder how gay people have sex." so me having me having many gay friends tells her, she is like "wow that's awesome, you learn something new everyday huh?" I nod and laugh and my step dad gets all pissy and is like "I don't think she should use the internet anymore, 'cause my 14 year old daughter does not need to be knowing all this gross stuff." It's not gross, well maybe to him, but it's a part of life and he'll have to get over it.
Now the day before this, my best friend purposed to me...my reaction of couse was "WTF!?!?!?!?!" He giggled and was like I was just kidding. So I've been thinking about this for awhile. I must be very attractive if even some of my girl friends wanna do me. I find this very funny 'cause I think I am the omega geek and I strive to try and be a dork, a very unattractive dork at that. Because I don't like people looking or touching me, it's just something that ticks me off.
Alot of people call me emo because I get angry and pissy fast. I'm not a soup can so don't label me, that's number 1 and number 2, I'm not "emo" I just am very sensitive, and the fact that I keep my tears hidden makes it even more worse. I try not to cry because well, I just don't think I should cry and it makes me feel lowly and weak.
I don't really like skirts and dress, not sure why since I'm keep getting comments about how sexy my legs are and how I shouldn't hide them inside of pants...strange.
Anyways, not gonna make you guys read a wall of text so, untill next time
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 Peprika · Sat Oct 07, 2006 @ 10:58pm · 0 Comments |
