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today is October 06, 2006 at 9:46 pm
Im locked in my bedroom because my parents want some alone time out in the TV room. They have been having issues and resently been argueing. They had been talking about getting divorced and i pretty much broke down, because see it wasn't the first time my parents had gotten a divorce. To telll you the truth i have gone through at least 3 dad already. However evey time it was THERE fault mom divorced.. this time it might be hers. But everything seems fine and as it should be at the moment and my parents are enjoying there time without me and my little brother Marc (MJ).....

I know that alot of you know about my grand mother... but for those of you who don't i will explain. My grandmother (nannan) had an anyorisism (not sure how to spell it) in her brain and it bled out into her brain...... so she had to get surgery but thats not the worst part.....she hasn't woken up since the attack........she's in acoma. However she is getting ALOT better she is actually doing better than 80% of people with her condition. she smiles and reacts to outside simulates. My grandmother loves marching band and im in the marching band......and yesterday i had a parade with my school my mother took video of it and recorded the bands playing and me twirling my rifle......she even took pictures of my squad.
heart ~~I Give A Very Big Thanks To My Squad~~ heart

Okay now to tell you about me and not my family. Lately i have liked this one guy named Jordan..... for someodd reason the secret got out and he found out. I was so scared that he would reject me, and he sorta did. Then i wrote him a letter saying sorry for any pain i caused him....and left it at that.
Over the next couple days he started to talk to me and it hit me, I liked him and i wanted him to know it even if he didn't like me too. But he acts weird around me and avoided me when he found out earlier. I told my mom and she said that he probably liked me too he just didn't want to be enbarrassed in front of his friends.
So i wrote him another letter asking how he felt about me and i just plain out told him that " and yes, I DO LIKE you if you want me to or not i just can't help it"
i asked him to reply and he did.........now i thought this was soooo sweet he shoved the letter with his reply into a chocolate bar wrapper(with the chocolate still in the wrapper) and gave it to me i opened the letter and in orange and white ink he wrote "I like you too! smile "

I nearly fainted in the middle of class reading it i was soooo happy....
and i hate to disappoint the people who are really into my life but thats all i have to tell about these three subjects.....when i get more i will post it....the thing is if i don't get comments on this then i'll think that no one is interested to post a comment even if it's just saying "kewl" or " MORE GOD DAMNIT MORE!!!!!!"

heart This is Chelsea
A.K.A Mitsukkii

and yes this IS my life sweatdrop 3nodding mrgreen