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It's Friday the 13th everyone! I already got my share of bad luck by missing the bus. ;-; But at least I made it to school on time! blaugh

We had .. Yet another pep assembly today. And as usually, Alex was doing that thing he still does with Alisa. I don't know why, but this just makes me so pissed off! But I told her about it and she said that I could punch him the next time he did it. So I did and what happens?! I'll tell you what happens. He gets all upset cause I was doing him a favor. It could have been ten times worse! I was about ready to yell at him. But I didn't cause I didn't want to make him cry. I swear, he does that once at MY party .. I'll punch him so hard in the face that I might break his nose. I hate it when people can't see what's right in front of them! It just drives me crazy!! >< Aghh! And my mom can yell at me all she wants after I do it. I'll just tell her that he knew it was coming, he's just to dumb to see it. Then she'll make me say I'm sorry (which I won't) and then she'll get even more mad and s**t like that.
Why does she do that to me?! If I did something, there's a ******** reason why I did it. And if I did it because I had a reason, I shouldn't say I'm sorry should I?! I didn't think so! She just pisses me off! I can not wait to get the hell outta here .. I hate it here so bad. I think it's just cause of my mom. She so damn protective and self-centered. Not to mention that she's trying to make me into a mini her. She says that she isn't but oh is she wrong! "Do your homework! How come your grades are falling?! My grades never fell like this! It's the same thing every year! Get focused on the things you want like I did!!" I'm sick of it. "You need to come home today." No I don't! .. Why does she care so much?! Who gives a rat's a** if I'm not home until 9 pm two nights in a row? I don't that's for sure! .. I just wish that I had just a little bit more freedom. Just a little bit more. BUT NO! I'm stuck here with the Queen of pms! Oh. I wonder what it would be like to have anyone of my friends come over at anytime of the day. I wonder what it's like to be home alone for days on end. I wonder what it's like to kill someone .. O.O Did I say that?! Oh well, Alisa knows what I'm talking about ..
Long journals? I know. Sorry. whee

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