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Though I hate it with a passion, I have somewhat of a falsehood of paranoia.

I mean... when I walk outside, I think people follow me.. I expect the WORST of every situaution, and to top it all of... I even think of the worst of the impossible.

So basically.. I'm somewhat stressed all the god damn time.. stare Dammit..

Like today... I tried calling Malignatus yesterday, and today GOD knows how many times.. and he's not picking up his phone. I mean yeah.. sure there's some logic to it.. but for some reason I think there's something wrong. I mean.. well.. IDK.. just I feel that something's a bit off..

That and lately I think that some people are purposely avoiding me... ninja I mean it's probably nothing.. but still... I just feel that way.

All I probably need is a hug... a nice warm group hug from people.. although I'm feeling really antisocial right now.. (antisocial as in detatched from humanity to kill people rather than not willing to be around people)

Oh yeah.. I had fun yesterday with Malignatus and myself... It was our 2 year anniversary as a couple.. whee

That's mainly why I'm worried... ahh well.. now to leave another 20 messages on his phone... 3nodding