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I think my brothers were sent to test my sanity. Every conversation with them leaves me feeling rage, sarrow, and just depressed about the future. Every action they make is for them and no one else. They honesty do not care about others. They disobey my mother and father dispit thier great efforts to help them and teach them. I have and overwhelming urge to beat them with a heave object until they lay motionless on the floor in a pool of blood but I know that is not right. I think they are here to test me and ultimatly make me stronger. Even now after having a conversation with him for less than 5 minutes my hands are trembling with rage and hast for them. But I will not touch them or even voice my rage or concern because they do not listen to me they only throw insults at me and make me even more angery. They test me so but I will not give up. I will overcome this and become a stronger person.