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You wander through life not knowin where your next step is going to take you . You want to escape reality but you only have your dreams. But to dream you have to sleep and to escape you must dream. To sleep forevr is to dream and escape forevr. But to sleep forevr would be to give up on reality it would be to give up on life. Do we envy the dead or do we wish for them to live amongst us. Do we want them to gaze at the blue sky once more or to gaze at the meaningless bloodshed in this world. Do we want them to see the neverending clear, blue ocean or do we want them to see the endless pools of blood that we ourselves constructed. To feel that sense of insecurity everywhere you go. Always having to look behind you and always having to be prepared instead of just not worrying. To be relaxed is to be open and vulnerable but to be prepared is to be tense and be alone. To not trust is to be alone but to trust is to give someone the ability to betray you. To love is to show you care but to not love is to never experience that heart warming feelin of being with the one that makes you want to live. To experience pain is to inturn experience pleasure. But to have 2 seconds of pleasure you must inturn survive 2 hours of pain. With these odds you understand why people give up , but for the ones who dont give up . Just survive and find what truly makes you happy. Live everyday as it were your last and never look back and never regret. You choose where you go.