funny monkeys.
i love bobby.. we have been seeing eachother for about 28 or 29 days. he is the most wonderful man that i have ever met. he puts up with all of my bullshit and he even rubbed my aching muscles when i had (well... i still have) my period. about... umm.. one or two nights ago. he is such an awsome guy but when i told him he was perfect he said he wasn't and he said he said he wasn't because of stuff that he's done but dear god do you really think i give a flying ******** what you did in the past?!?!?!?! if i did would i still be seeing you!?!?!?! he's told me some stuff... like the kind of temper he had. i don't care how you used to be ya ******** i love you now! probably not the best thing to say... calling him names and all that. but i'm serious. why would i care about what you did in the past? everyone changes in thier own time and thier own ways and no one is the same from one day to the next. i just know that all i want right now is to see him and kiss him and tie him up to the bed and well.... thats not exactly pg-13... (sorry gaia, i love you) anyways, he's so good to me and i need a way to show him that i care about him. i don't really know how. i have always pleased myself and i really want to please him... and myself at the same time. lol, not really i want to do something that doesn't involve me pleasing myself because i am a really selfish person sometimes... ok all the time... but i want to do something for him. i bought him a cd the other day but it was the wrong one, and the damn store didn't have the right one. i think i'm gonna use my birthday money to try and find that cd.... yeah i should do that now... after i check my email... blaugh
 Mari-Sima · Tue Jan 18, 2005 @ 10:38pm · 0 Comments |
