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I think this is getting bad. Most of the time my stomach is so upset I feel sick. I get a head ach like once or twice a day. The stupidest little things set me off. I mean, I got all pissed today cause they served freaking tatter tots again. I'm so ******** tired of tatter tots. Damn, it I'm going to start again. And not to mention the crying all the time That get's annoying.

I'm not claming to have depression, the sickness thing. I don't think it's that bad. I just hoping its a phase. I probably is. You can't live you life like this.

But the sucky thing is, I even try to think postively. It. Dosen't. Work. Grrr...

And no one can help. I've retracted from most people, and I'm not even hiding how much I hate some things (tatter tots) anymore. The only person that makes me happy right now is Levi. Talking to him always makes me feel better. But our conversation and contact is very limited right now. Which sucks. He's my life line for heavens sake!


... hey.. writting this has actualy made me feel a little better! *surprise surprise*
Maybe I should start writing in my diary thingy again. Maybe. Doubt it. Oh well. Whatever.