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my friend....
My friend today, I saw her for pretty much the firs time in almost a year. SHe wasa great friend, but, she got into some stuff, and, was sent to boarding school and, rehab. Well, she came back and, I heard she was back, but, she was no better than when she left with what she got into, but worse. She was back with her oldboyfriend, who is no good for her. I can rememebr when she was so depressed she wouldn't eat and wanted, well, to die. I walked with her, she was so torn apart by hima nd what he did to her. WHen you looked at her, in her, eyes she had no hope. I walked with her carrying her on my back as she cried, just to get her away from him. And how can she go back after that, she went back to him, and he did it again to her, and now it is snowing, and where can she live, but on the streets? It tears me up, I tried to buy her food today, she hadn't eaten in 2 days, but I had no money, and it was just horrible to feel helpless when she is like that, and got excited when I said she could have anything she wanted (but my card got denied). How can I help her? My mom won't let her stya here I doubt, and she spends what little money on cigarretts, and not food. I watched her, my friend, eat food from a bag of chips somone threw away with a few left. I wanted to cry when I saw this, and here I am helpless.
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