School vacation started like 2 days ago and I've been bored out of my mind. Though, ever since the beginning of this month, I haven't been getting enough sleep. Phone calls at night, worried about my mom, worried about how I was going to do on my midterms, hoping that my crush liked me and so much more. You could literally see the bags under my eyes and I usually don't have any. I look at myself in the mirror now and the bags are disappearing. I've been getting so much more sleep because no more worries. (lol) ^_^
Life and stuff isn't so bad. I've gotten to know my new friends so much better then I ever did and they're really great. Mostly all of them are going on vacation and I'm going to be stuck here. My best friend, Diana, is going to go to Mexico and I don't want her to go. But I think she needs to relax as well. She thinks that she still likes her Ex even though she has a new boyfriend and let me tell you he is one big cry baby (Her new boyfriend). I love her with all my heart and I think she should go with her Ex again because I think all her new boyfriend does is cause her pain.
She claims to love him so much but how do you know what love is at the age of 14. I think it's just a word. The true meaning of love, I think, is not being afraid if other people know that you are together with someone else. That you can really be around someone and say that you love them without feeling sadness or angry towards them. That's what she's been going through and I want to help her but I don't think I'm good enough to give advice. I can only be there for her when she needs me and when we're making fun of the walls (Inside joke. You'd never understand ^_~).
I'll write more tomorrow......
~Kagome
 ~Haruhi-kun~ · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 07:44pm · 1 Comments |
