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What was that?
Did someone just ay my name?
Oh no! Im falling!!
Some just pushed me in!!

I knew I was standing to close to the edge of the water!!
Now..Im falling.
There is no bottom.

Someone called my name out again
THere!
They are at the edge..
They are holding there hands out to me..
But I cant quite reach them..

Something has a hold me!
I feel it's icy cold grasp!
Something sharp digging into my leg now!
The water is getting colder..

I dont know how much longer I can stay.
Stay swimming in the cold waters like I am
Breath short.
Body numbing slowly.
Muscles tight.


SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!

I scream out!
Nothing
No one!
What happen to the person at the edge?
They left me here to drowned!
THEY LEFT ME!

More water over my head..
I sink a bit more..
The edge is fading way...
Water is getting colder.

Gasping for air, trying to call out
Only do I suck in the cold water
Now my lungs scream HALT..and do I start to really
sink.

I cant stop it now.
To far out.
No one's out there
something has me now..
The water is so cold
To deep
Nevering ending

How could I have fallen in?
Who pushed me?
Or was I even pushed?
Did I just..fall in..on purpose..?
Was I really falling..and now..found the deep and watery end?

The water slips over my head one last time.
My ears are ringing.
No more air.
Hold your breath!
But I cant..
Its so cold
So....cold...
Numbness is bliss..
I feel nothing..

Darkness settles in slowly.
Let out the restof my air now.
That cold water slips into my lungs again.
Coldness chills my bones
Wait! I saw something!
Someone's hand?
No...Its just your mind playing games.
No one will save you!

Not even your own self will.

Darkness..its all around me..
Coldness ..its..all I can feel inside.
Numbness..Its what I am..