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Well, now, yet again, I am alone. But for a few brief days, I was truely happy. Now, for those of you who don't know of me or my acrions on a personal level, heres what happened. My school was holding a 12 hour Dance-A-Thon, and all of my friends were going. I didn't have anything to do that day, so I went. This is when my problems started. We danced for a while, had fun, and found out that I was right for years : I can't dance to save my life. . I'd had a crush on this girl for a while now, but I could never work up the courage to talk to her. Then a good friend told me "You should go out with her, you two would make a cool couple." That was the push I needed. A little later, I took one of my friends aside to ask her out. And to my eternal surprise, she said yes. I had never been so happy.
Now, this girl was unbeleaveably hot, in my eyes, and we spent, I think, a good four hours making out, dancing, and taking naps on one another. Once the dance was over, we went to a party at another friends house. Keep in mind, I never realy got invited to parties as a kid, and this was an all time first. I actualy had more fun that weekend than I've ever had, and I'm not exagerating. There was a brief pause in the activities, and then it was back to school on Monday. Then, my whole sense of newfound happieness came crashing down. My girlfriend said that, due to reasons beyond her control, we couldn't be together. Now, I'm used to getting dumped, and this was just like all the other times, only it didn't hurt for quite so long.
A few days later, my throat started to hurt, my joints started throbbing, my head hurt, I had lost my appitite and I felt so physicly drained, I could barely stay awake. I think I might've caught something from my most recent ex, so now I feel like crap. I'm not mad at her, just wondering why she never told me she's got whatever it is that she gave me.
Oh will, better luck next time(and better health, I hope).
Yours from the Darkness,
Adumar
 Adumar · Wed Nov 01, 2006 @ 07:09pm · 1 Comments |
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