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Is it a bad thing that when someone gives me a complament it doesn't make me feel good, it just makes me feel worse. I always think that if they knew me then they wouldn't be telling me this because they would see that it's all the things about me that make me ugly. Hmm... but suppousedly I'm fake so who knows maybe all the things about me are fake too.. urgh. I wonder who I am then... being fake and all I lost the real me... stare