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I don't like it when people are biased towards me. Especially when I have to find out from someone else. I deseve to know. I'm sick of having to prove that I'm sorry, or whatever and get a cold shoulder. Thats just making me look like a fool. Seriously, I did something to Raymond, but you know what I've cut myself for every time I've hurt him. I've cried for hours every time I did what I did, and it hurt for days after. I wish I could take away every time I showed emotion but I can't. And I don't deserve to be judged for it without having my side be told

If I had a chance to prove myself, then it'd be a lot different. But I am too much to handle. The ole "RaynTina" thing happened again.

It just makes me realize even more than maybe its better off for Raymond and I to no longer be together. It has lost us a lot of friendships. Its not worth staying together if I lose people I thought were my friends.

Oh and as for my livejournal entry. I doubt any of you wanted to read it. It wasn't something that would have flown over well with the report happy people on Gaia. =/

I'm looking for a new site to go on. Tiffany said RO is nice. I just need it to load on my computer.

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