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I talked to my dad today, first time in a while. And it was a terribel feeling when I got off the phoen with him. I don't know if you have ever felt this, but when I got off the phone, I, I really didn't feel like I just tlaked to my dad. I mean I know it was him, i know he is my father, but, something is gone or something. I talk to him and his voice seems empty, laced with sorrow, anger and lonelyness. And he doesn't seem like he cares. Him and I talk more liek we knew eachother from soemwhere, rather than the conversations a son may have wiht his father. And inside when I got off the phone, It felt like, I no longer had my dad. The dad I remember is no more, and now we have grown apart. I may not have seen him much, he may have hurt me in the past, but, there is something about when you feel this, that tears you apart.