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to those who reads my stories of what happens or happened to me, here is one that i cannot fully explain.

recently my old female spirit who has crushed me in the past has come to terms with what she has done to me, and realized it was not the best way to deal with a crumble.

i did not persist on wat she has begun to me in the past but i've decided to make a change and listne to what she had to say. she had apologized for her actions but still has not told me why she was so rational!

it bugs me a little knowing this but life is never always know to everyone, so i have forgiven her for what she has done to me these past few months, and that is what a Guardian does, forgives and goes on, almost like a priest...but not as holy!

i wish this could continue this way but this feeling that has emerged as an evil entity has left me cautious about my actions on what i do now to anyone because recently before that i've experienced a shift in the present but i am not certain of what its about or also for the situation...

i shall keep investigating on this, my dreams have been getting worse by the week, interpreting them has become more difficult but yet terrifying and exciting...this thrill is a feeling that is un-explainable!!!

i thank you for becoming my friend again, thank you at peace.