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I'm tired of being a doormat, that's all I am for everyone.
When people start treating them like s**t they turn to me because they know I'll listen an be there, they know I'm a true friend but when the drama stops they're gone.
I'm sure I've done something along the way to cause this cycle but what that something is, I can't figure out?
Now it's starting here, the internet, pull me in, push me away, lie to me, tell me the truth, this once was my escape but is now becoming more real.

Maybe I read too much into things? I don't know, I hope that's the case -_-

Anyways you can all piss off because I'm tired of all the bullshit, I'm tired of trying to be there for people, but then getting treated like s**t when they dont "have a need" for me anymore.

I'm tired of it so guess what, I'm taking a ******** stand.

From this day foreward I AM NOT THE DOORMAT DAMN IT SO DON'T EVEN THINK OF TREATING ME LIKE ONE!!!!