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Well I am going to write a few things down today.
I am a bit upset today. Someone I really care about is changing schools and I problably will never see her again. She just makes me feel so much better about everything, she knows exactly what to say and do when im crying, and who to yell at if its a big thing. I will miss everything about her, all those lovely hugs, those completely radom sayings, all the notes, all the I love yous, all the kisses on the cheek and lips, all the times I spent with her. Its true, you never really realise how much you care about someone or something untel you lose it or are going to lose it. I still remember when I lost Erin, that look on her face as she slept that last night. It haunts my dreams still. Well I will never forget either of them and I love them both lots and that will never change.

As for another friend, I just felt kind of weird around him today. I mean he makes me happy and I love him more than most but there was something on his mind and he wouldnt share it. It makes me feel like hes keeping secrets from me which are about me and that makes me just want to crawl into a corner and cry.

Well thats all I shall say for this moment, its never too good to be too open.