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I hate these times of my mood swings of happy and sad, when I just fall into a fat a** pit, and wallow in my despair.
I never know WHAT to do, and all I think about are the words, "I love you."
//not being able to say them, not being able to hear, not being able to know how it feels in the moment with him...//
Ha, I sound like a ******** emo retard. :] But look! I'm still smiling! :D :D :D :D
:D!
I wish I could just...break down and cry, but the tears never fall. It's just this empty feeling in me that won't succumb to a break down. Nope! You won't get to see me cry :]!
I'm trying my best - I really am - to cope with this distance, alright...? Don't ask me anything.
Heehee, how long's it been? How long have the months stretched...? It seems that the more I talk to him, the more I want to see him, and...the farther the distance seems, as well. Go me 8D
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Oh God, please help me to see him as a b*****d instead of somone so kind and loving... :[
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I hate these times of my mood swings of happy and sad, when I just fall into a fat a** pit, and wallow in my despair.
I never know WHAT to do, and all I think about are the words, "I love you."
//not being able to say them, not being able to hear, not being able to know how it feels in the moment with him...//
Ha, I sound like a ******** emo retard. :] But look! I'm still smiling! :D :D :D :D
:D!
I wish I could just...break down and cry, but the tears never fall. It's just this empty feeling in me that won't succumb to a break down. Nope! You won't get to see me cry :]!
I'm trying my best - I really am - to cope with this distance, alright...? Don't ask me anything.
Heehee, how long's it been? How long have the months stretched...? It seems that the more I talk to him, the more I want to see him, and...the farther the distance seems, as well. Go me 8D
...
Oh God, please help me to see him as a b*****d instead of somone so kind and loving... :[
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and i believe its been since Augast fourth..
distance is some gay a** s**t ]=