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Danse de la Terreur
What more than a simple log of adventure?
Bitterwseet Nothings
"I'll be your facade; I be your escape. I'll be everything that you don't have. Rest and relax, poised and ready. I'll be here and be the understanding that the world lacks, stringing together bitterwseet words that make you cringe and love me, forever more and into the depths of life. Surrendur to this call, surrendur your hopes and dreams and forever be intertwined with me; with my being and my core, beyond the reaches of individuality and beyond the shores of elegancies that are naught but for the weak. Forgive my trespassings into you; forgive my longing to become everything you need in your darkest time; forgive the intricacies of the thing known as 'me' and become satisfied and secure in what little knowledge you have. Be nothing...have nothing...become weightless from the pressure to become something. I can relinquish all those pains and pulsating terrors that make you stay awake, sleepless within the latest of nights. Aching bodies have a shelter within my arms, so just forget and forgive; lose yourself and be an extension of what I call 'me'. Become part of of the never-ending depths of the soul; become featureless and smooth like a river-worn pebble, and no longer concern yourself with proving to noone in particular that 'you' existed. Be safe, and release the anxiety to know that you will never fully express yourself, neither will you ever become anything more than an island of emotional destitution, rotting away at the core because of the clogged turmoil that broils within your mind and psyche, erroding away at the fringes of your being. Settle. Sleep. Rest. Be nothing more than a faceless visage, and be content with that knowledge. Release you instincts; rid yourself of them. Gut your self-focused desires and become dettached from the outside world; lose your interest in them and simply find the desire to -not be-. No longer concern yourself with the frequencies of love and loss; simply give in, and lose your 'self'. Lose 'you'.

Drown yourself within the persona of the anonymous; no longer carry the burden that is branded with the name of 'unique' and 'self'. I am the only one you need care or listen to. I am your reflection within the light of time and the glass of favorable comings. I will never leave you to fester within your shell of a body; I will never allow such pain as worry to enter within your conciousness; I will free you and let you be rid of such annoyances as the body's natural cravings. I will crush your dreams for you; I will slaughter your fantasies; I will be your nothing and you will lose yourself within my frame.


You

Will

Live


And nothing else will matter.

I am your abyss.

Fall into me, and lose contact with the outermost parts of your being; feel yourself rot away like acid, and know that you will leave that feature behind for good.





 
 
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