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I am pathetic once again. The cease in that state was only temporary, and, in fact, it was not even real. I tried to cut myself again, but lost the courage. I am unable to break my own skin. Only others can help me now. I must cleanse myself of this feeling that has been plaguing me as of late, and I am afraid this is the only way to help it. In truth, I would never be able to allow myself to be hurt a great amount; my ability to handle pain is too small.