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Geez... life is way too confusing and complex, i mean, sure if it was simple, it wouldn't be fun, no one likes everything to be blunt, without a down, there can't be an up...
But still, there needs to be a A Guide to Life, i'd by one, wait never mind;
scratch that the needs to be A Guide to Ryan's Life that'd help way more...
of course, i guess that'd take all the fun outta living too..
GAH-- is there never one right answer to anything?
It seems like any descision made in life has a dark side, even if not seen from a distance...
You think you want something, then your not sure... you start to see the down sides of said something once you get close enough to completly see it...
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Fear-- i think that has a mojor role on seeing the downside to sumthing,
fear that something will break,
fear that you don't want what you thought you wanted,
fear that you did something wrong,
fear that you might do something wrong,
the list goes on and on..
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well.. now that i have made no sence at all,
and only confused myself,
along probably with anyone who may be reading this
i can read ur mind now --"WTF?"
you should comment ^_^