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I am so emotionally screwed up right now it kinda hurts me. *sigh* I really hate whats happening now. I wish I was alone again so that way I don't have to deal with this and things can go back to normal. Sorry but the details are in my journal, and I decided no, unless I die or something, No one can ever read my journal. Its not right, Ugh I hate not telling people, I was close to calling my one out of three of my best friends to ask him for help crying, but no. I still want to add more to the already bad.....
*hugs self in a corner* Its finally starting to hurt...

(If you haven't seen the previous entry:
http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/index.php?mode=view&u=1963887 )

EDIT:
You know....the sky is so beautiful, the clouds look so nice and carefree, the stars are shiney and great. I can't believe not very many people take the time to just ignore everything and everyone to just lay back, look up and take in the beauty our universe shows.