Well, the title just about sums eveything up in a nice little package. Forgiveness of what kind? Forgiveness of my bf's faults. I really can't be mad at him for too long really (is that gonna be a bad thing later on that'll cripple me?).
On Saturday, I went to the Christmas parade and performed with all my band people. It was so awsome to hear the cheering of the people in town...not just some random crowd whom you'd never see again but actual local people who you might see down the street passing you by. To be a part of Golden Valley's High School Cardinal Regime Marching Band (wow that's a long but well deserved title *laughs*)...to represent a Sweepstake winning marching band even in so small a competition as a parade...it's a hard feeling to describe.
At any rate, we played some Christmas songs in festive cheer (boy, that sure sounds a bit tacky, but true) And when we were finished I was exhausted!! I had been on the comp the night before from about 11 at night until 7: 30 in the morning!!! That is just plain suicide if you're going to actually be marching the next day burning_eyes eek
All in all it was good, but still I felt a sense of frustration....
Well, at any rate, I get home and crash on the couch. Well, of course I'm drooling and practically unconscious on the couch. The phone wakes me up nearly two hours later and I'm groggy thinking who is it this time? and then my mom picks it up, answers, then looks at me saying "hey, it's your boyfriend."
I nearly fall of the couch in shock. He wasn't supposed to get his phone fixed (the very phone his older sister, Kathy, broke. Long story there as to why) until Sunday. It was still a pleasent surprise to hear him calling and I must say, I was quite consious by then, lol.
Sunday, I got to see him and be at him house for 4 hours which was very entertaining. Scott, one of his other friends, came over and we juts horsed around for abit and dueled (played yu-gi-oh. Yeah, I know, I'm weird like that, playing yu-gi-oh, but whatever *laughs*)
Monday-today was Pajama Day at GV! *snickers* I wore leapord print pajam bottoms and layered two leapord-print t-shirts to keep myself warm. also I was very happy to have finally compleated two pre-mi baby caps for my Leadership project. So, in that area, my academics are thriving (hopefully!)
Well, hmmm....I guess that's all to say here. Oh wait! ahaha! A song of course!
Never Know
I really couldn't say
What I thought
How I felt
When you said
You'd be there always
You never really knew me
And yet you still reached out-
Chorus:
I may have been
Shattered a million times over
But it's always nice to know that
Someone out there cares.
You may not
know who I relaly am
But little by little
I'll understand you more.
And life will get just a little
Bit sweeter to live.
No matter what
This life may bring against me
I will stand strong
For all my friend's sakes.
You never really knew me
And yet you still reached out-
Chorus 1x
You don't know how much
How much it means to
Just be there even if you
Don't have all the answers
To every single question. But
It can get so hard sometimes
To just stand by
While the world desides
To be destructive, appocalypse
But still
Promise that you'l stand strong
And know that you'll be there-
Chorus 3x
It's funny, but you and I
Never really know each other
Yet I feel so at ease
Whe I talk to you
I really couldn't say
What I thought
How I felt
When you said
You'd be there always
You never really knew me
And yet you still reached out-
Chorus:
I may have been
Shattered a million times over
But it's always nice to know that
Someone out there cares.
You may not
know who I relaly am
But little by little
I'll understand you more.
And life will get just a little
Bit sweeter to live.
No matter what
This life may bring against me
I will stand strong
For all my friend's sakes.
You never really knew me
And yet you still reached out-
Chorus 1x
You don't know how much
How much it means to
Just be there even if you
Don't have all the answers
To every single question. But
It can get so hard sometimes
To just stand by
While the world desides
To be destructive, appocalypse
But still
Promise that you'l stand strong
And know that you'll be there-
Chorus 3x
It's funny, but you and I
Never really know each other
Yet I feel so at ease
Whe I talk to you
~Dedicated to Kuromi Doragon (Kuromi-kun) Thank you so much for everything! YOu don't know how much you've helped me. Can't say enough. Hopefully an adiquate song.
