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*sighs* I have a bit of a delima I'm afraid. I have to get it out on paper before it explodes in my brain. I've sorta had this crush on a guy for quite a while now. We're really good buddies, and I'm pretty sure he doesn't know how I feel. Granted, it isn't a 'major' crush or anything, but I'm feeling kind of lost. See, we're really good friends, and I don't want to ruin what we already have. I've just gotten out of a relationship (a heartbreaking one at that...) and I can't help but wonder if I'm just going into withdraw from not having someone around to love. I can't help but wonder if what I feel is the real thing. And even if we did get into a relationship, I'm afraid that if someone else came along that I really liked that I would have to break up with him, and I couldn't stand to hurt him like that. >.< I really don't know what to do. I've spent so much time thinking about it....any sugestions people?