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Quick to Judge Things I hate about myself: I'm too shy. I'm too nice. I care too much. I'm easily pushed around. I'm not good looking. I'm weird. I'm not "a girl". I don't act on anything. I'm never impulsive. I'm too quiet. I'm invisible to everyone but my friends and even then sometimes.... I think too much. I feel sorry for myself too much. I'm gullible. I can't spell to save my life. I wear pratically the same 6 shirts everyday. I'm not consistant. I say I'm going to do something, but dont. I'm lazy. I'm not active enough. (no thats not the same thing as whats above.) I never finish what I start. I can't afford anything. My parents pay for everything I own. I waste your time and mine writing stuff like this. Things I want to apologize for: I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm sorry I can't always be there even when I try to. I'm sorry I lie to you. I'm sorry I don't keep appointments to hang out. I'm sorry I don't always know what to say. I'm sorry I can't give back in the same way I recieve. I'm sorry I still can't spell. I'm sorry I can be so selfish. I'm sorry I can be so stupid. I'm sorry I'm making you read all this petty nonsense. I'm sorry I cry over the stupidest things. I'm sorry I can't be what every one wants. I'm sorry that I'm wasting your time. I'm sorry I always steal attention when I'm down. I'm sorry I can't protect you. I'm sorry I ruin your day because I'm down. I'm sorry I'm always hiding my emotions, even if it is for the best. I'm sorry I don't say everything that needs to be said. I'm sorry I'm so useless. I'm sorry I feel bad for myself. I'm sorry I'm acting like. I'm sorry I have female hormones that need to die. I'm sorry I drive people crazy. I'm sorry I lose my temper. I'm sorry I'm not patient enough. I'm sorry I don't listen well enough. I'm sorry for everything stupid I've ever done to you. And I'm sorry that this is the only way I can repay you. Don't feel sorry for me. I do that enough of my own that I don't need anyone else. I hate myself bacause I can't do enough and I hate myself because I know I can do more. Hate me because of all the stupid, selfish, useless, cruel things I've done. Love me because I'm trying my best and it's just a little tough right now.

Posted by: MidnightRose5 Mon Dec 18, 2006 @ 09:45pm

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Skae the halloweenie
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Commented on: Mon Dec 18, 2006 @ 11:31pm


	please dont apologize, I should be the one apologizing, because all guys do suck, and i am also ashamed of my gender. but at least your perfect to me.

Commented on: Tue Dec 19, 2006 @ 12:59am


	Beth. Shut the ****** up. You are **** killer rad. That is a big **** compliment. Don't say thank you because it's the truth and you really deserve it. The only reason I ever didn't like you was because I'm bitchy and I was pretty much jelious of you. And I just spelt that so bad my spell checker can't even figure out what I meant. We all have flaws and we all hate something about ourselves. Even the people who are really vain and conceded. They just don't see it or show it as often. That's what being a human is. You have no need to apologize. You do not waste our time because it's our choice to read this. We love hearing about you and your amazingness of amazing. Also, what is consitancy? Your shirts rock. And what does it really mean to be a girl other than having boobs and lack of p*s? I'm sorry that you are such a great person and can't seem to always see it.

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