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New poetry
You aren't supposed to be here
Following the light
Shivering in pain
Oh how it blinds me
a voice calls to me
"Why are you here?"
What does that mean?
"Why are you here?"
I'm dead?
"you aren't supposed to be here."
Why?
"You were never supposed to die"
What? Oh how you lie.
I pulled the ******** trigger Oh course I was supposed to die.
"No you weren't. That gun should never have gone off. "
Then where am I supposed to be?
"Home. With your family."
What family?
A mother who ignores me
A sister who doesn't need me
A father who shows his face once every three moons.
Thats family?
What a joke
"We can't help you here."
So where do I go?
"I...I don't know. You just aren't supposed to be here"
If you don't know, who does?
"You were never meant to be an angel"
So I'm supposed to be a devil?
"I can't answer that."
Plummeting to the earth
Fasther than teh ground can rush at me
Falling farther down
its dark here.
No light.
No sun.
Just Flames.
"Look what the cat dragged in. A deranged sort of thing. So pretty and young."
Where am I?
"Hades my dear girl. Although, you're not supposed to be here."
Gee, imagine that one. I wasn't supposed to be here either.
"whats got you down little one?"
If I'm not supposed to be here
and not supposed to be there
Where am I supposed to be?
"Home. With your family."
Why does it always come down to that?
"I can't answer that."
How do I get home?
"Follow the path."
Path?
"The path to who you are."
What path? I can abrely find my way home as it is...how do I find this path?
"find the color of your soul. It will lead you home."
I don't know what that color is.
"Oh we have a problem don't we?"
W...wha...what do I do now?
"I can't answer that."
Why? Why me? Why now?
Wait better yet, Who? Who am I?
"Again, I can't answer that."
If you don't know, then who else?
"Try yourself"
Wait, what?
"You were never meant to be a devil"
Then who am I?
"I can't answer that. Goodbye now."
Flames licking at my vision
Bolting up breathless
Darkness surrounding me
It was a dream. Nothing but a dream.
"Not a dream sweetie"
"look around you."
"hospital honey."
Wait, what?
"You're supposed to be here."
Then make changes because I can't live like this anymore.
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