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You are the one I love, my angel, my everything, from up above
I adore you with all my heart, though all I have done is tear us apart.

I always think of you, sleep or wake, but all of this i have taken and all I have forsaked.
I've been nothing but a jerk, making you sad, and leaving you hurt

I am at fault with all thats gone wrong, too many times have i hurt you, and for way too long.
At times I've said things I didnt mean, I get angry, lost, confussed, to the point where i scream.

I haven't kept promises when I said that I would, and I'd turn back the clock if I only could.
I dont want to see one more tear shed from you, I only want your happyness back, though you have no clue.

I want to feel the pain you've felt, I'll see see more cleary, I deserve to corode and melt.
Death would be a privilage for all I have done, stabbed, shot, hung, or better yet, cast me into the sun.

The way I've hurt you is thriving on me, I truley do hate myself and I hope you can see.
I love you still, and it seems I always will, I'm sorry for all I've done, I'm sorry for all I've said, I'm sorry for my stupidity, but the word "sorry", by now, is surley dead.


I love you with everything Christina Brown, and i'm sorry