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Gosh... this is what happens when I don't write for a while.

Sunday was fun... we went out to dinner at Red Lobster for our good grades and then I spent the day shopping. I got a few nice tops and just picked out a few that were on sale. Man, I find myself buying more and more stuff just for the sake of having it. I also got two new manga, but haven't had a chance to read them, thanks to irc.

Well, that was the day that my dad's girlfriend dumped him but now they're going back out again... which I don't understand, but meh... I know nothing will ever go my way.

Monday... the cursed Valentine'd Day. I made brownies to give to my Japanese class on Sunday night. It took me forever and I was so afraid they'd turn out crumby or burnt or too moist or just horrible... but I think that they were okay. I placed everyone's brownies in plastic baggies and then stuck them in paper lunch bags. I honest to goodness meant to put a special note in someone's bag but forgot and let my siblings tape the thing shut. And then I meant to say something to him... even if it was only a meak 'happy Valentine's Day' but no, he wasn't in the classroom when I was distrubuting the bags so I just left it at his table in the back, hoping that he liked the brownies. I just wish... pleh... nevermind. Enough of my wishing. Trina was right though, I am kicking myself.. I knew I would then and I still am now. But, like Bridget said, why only consider doing it on that one day of the year. Of course, it just seemed so appropriet.... but, oh Lord, I just don't know what to do, or even what to think!

Oh god, and Tuesday we had board races in Japanese. Geez, it was so much fun. Because Taran disapeared at the beginning of class I was teamed up with Dave. At one point he and I couldn't think of the kanji and hiragana for girl and stood up there for what seemed like forever. Brian told Dave to just sit down... and he did, right there in the front of the class, and started playing with the chalk in the chalk tray and I doodled. I was mostly just happy that Dave didn't know what was going on either... it saved me from looking like a really big idiot.

You know, the majority of stuff that I write about comes from Japanese... oh how I love that class. I love every single person in that class ((note: I said person so Shane doesn't count))... some more than others...

Today in composition Max presented a persuasive speach for us. God he is so cute but you know, I think that my feelings have completely shifted away from him. That is how it always happens..
And now they are focused on someone. Someone who I can't even bring myself to talk to. If only I had said something to him on that special day.

Ways to know you like that special someone:
* You can't find anything wrong with them.
* You stalk them around the internet.
* You hope to high heaven you don't do anything stupid around them.
* You get strong urges to run up and hug them.
* When your mind drifts in class, it somehow finds them.
* You know that if, given the chance, you'd do anyhting for them.
* You wish for once that you could just do... something!

Man, I am so pathetic.

Now I must get back to solving my beloved friend's problems...

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