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Wow, I had a good day today.

John, Jen, Jayetta, April, Tiffany, Alexia and I stayed at Jen's house. We watched tv, played video games, danced, and spun John around. It was pretty fun. There was a point when I fell asleep since I was really depressed. Tiffany gave me a blanket and pillow. It was rather sweet of her to do.

After acting stupid for a while, we finally decided on going somewhere to eat. We went to this Greek resturant. The food was great, but it cost a lot. First time I ate a reasonable meal in a week.

I didn't like going home though, too many memories. My parents are thinking of moving out, perhaps to Broadmoor, in Jen's neighborhood. My dad likes the homes there, so we might just do that.

Its funny, Raymond is really confused, I told him so. I don't see why he's so upset when he already has a new girlfriend, a new home, and a new life. He escaped his problems by suddenly leaving his friends, and me. So he deserves it. Suddenly jumping on a plane to an unknown place not knowing what will happen is just asking for trouble. I still worry about him, but I honestly think he should move back home with his family. I know his parents refused him money because he was with me, and that is a horribly judgemental thing to do.

Denying their son money, because of me? Wow, really makes me feel guilty.

Not really. I knew it all along. Do they think I'm stupid?

I also found out things from friends today, and got some good advice.

Its still going to hurt for a while. But Raymond is being immature right now. I wanted to make a step to actually work things out, but he doesn't want to.

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