yesterday sucks! my aunt is about to die and her daughter well become a orphan!well now i understand that life can not go on forever...my life now is in pain and this year sucks! my grades r low and they're lots of deaths comin by. well now i need help there is never time for anythin now. i love my famly and in the other hand i hate them. i just wish this year hasn't even come by. i wish there was not even a war in iraq. i wish that guy that was skiing didn't died from that avalanche. i wish i didn't feel how scared i was when my sis's van slide in the ice and we almost crash. i wish my cuz didn't get married to a guy i dont even trust. AND I WISH NONE OF THESE HAVE HAPPEN!! now i broke my promise! i couldn't hold this to long! i had to put this on! and i well tell u my promise! my promise was not to go on the internet! and my other wish are! I wish i never even meet anime! naruto! manga! i wish i never even wanted a computer! i would wonder now that why did i even wanted a computer! i wish i haven't meet xanga! gaia! THESE ******** SITES! but now it is to late. my head is already full of this junk and i cant stand it! even if i turn of my compuuter! i well just be tempted to go on damn it! i just wish i just wish! i wish i haven't changed my old school! i wish i wasn't seperated from my childhood friends! the friends i loved before r now gone! Catherin, Dion, Auren, Chris! i wish i would still go to raging waters every summer with my family! I wish my dad and my aunt wouldn't fight! Iwish my aunt didn't talk bad things behind other pipols backs. I wish i was like i was when i was little! hanggin out with my friends at the park! In boring partiyes my cuz, brother, sis, and i would walk to the park! I wish the park didn't even closed! i wish all of these things! and my last wish is i wish this life of mine didn't become like this!
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