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My friend who I've had a hot cold relationship with for years E-mailed me and told me he's got something wrong with his blood levels or something. He told me he doesn't have long to live. I'm so shocked.
He's the person I've been closest to in my life and I really feel sick to my stomach because of everything that's happened between us. God I wish I could take all of last year back and change everything >.< The past is the past right??????? RIGHT????

Anyways sure he's done HORRIBLE things to me but looking back I deserved what I got because life is cause and effect. I was a b***h to him he's gonna be a b*****d to me. I still care about him and he obviously cares enough to keep in contact with me, after all we were like brother and sister.

I hope the meds he has will help him and he'll be okay, I'm really scared for him