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My dad is a major control freak and a total spazz! He never leaves me alone and also never EVER let me do anything fun. Why? Because he wants me to be this super rich person with a nice job when I get to that age. I mean, GAWD! Is money the only thing he ever cares about? Is he so fixed up with money that he is willing to dismiss my happiness for a lifetime of $$$ ?!?! He has a major issue.

Just this morning, he lectured me on how school is a place to study and not a place to show off clothes. Gawd, just because I was wearing this mini skirt over my jeans doesn't mean that I'm showing off my clothes. In fact, I'm covering up my a** from other people. He doesn't let me wear make up or jewelry and I worked really hard on my grades to get the reward of my ears finally getting pierced. Now that it's pierced, I can't put anything in it? That's just stupid. And he isn't talking about dangling earrings either, he doesn't even let me wear bud ones. AARG! Pisses me off so bad. But then, I take my earrings to school and put them on there ^^

Also, I never had a sleepover in my life. NEVER, no, nada! Which teenager girl never had a sleepover before? Name 10 normal teenaged girls for me and I'll shut up. All my friends had sleepovers before(ever the not-so-normal ones). I never found out how they're like and I don't think I ever will. I'd grow up to an adult with out the experience and I can't even make it up. crying

So, what IS the deal with my dad? My mom isn't all that bad but she could be if she wanted. I really wish I'm the daughter of someone else.