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I'm sick of this i wish they would just stop.my om wants me to be a doctor but i want to be a architect or a graphic desngner.my dad doest give as long as i win a lot of money so i can maintain him,but when i tell him that i want to study something or that i want to go to college he sais "Claudia don't kid yourself your going to be lucky if you even graduate high school,you know that your mom didn't finish 11th grade and i didn't finish 3rd.so stop thinking you'll get anywhere in life because you wont!".and then he just laghs.i want to have a future and i'm going to and ill prove him wrong!and when i have a great paying job he better not come to me for money because i wont give him anything,since he just made fun of me.but hey if i do something right hes just sais i knew you could do it and starts bragging.but hey if i get in trouble its like i killed someone!he screams at me and says that i don't appreciate what hes done for me.i get one C and its like i got in jail!I'm not perfect and ill never be so he better just stop.and now my mom is going to sell the computer because its ruining my mind and that's why I'm "rebelling".omg i wear black nail polish once and I'm suddenly goth,then i wear black because i just felt like it and its like I've slapped her.my mom just got like two new credit cards and shes like lets go shoopnig,so I'm like okay why not.we go and she buys for her 2 shirts and a skirt and she buys me a shirt i like it and all but I'm like can you buy me a necklace,it was only $5 and she said no because I'm to young to wear jewelery.so i buy it myself but she gets pissed off.she wants me to wear better clothes and fix myself up more but when i do she says to take it off so she really needs to make up her mind.i just want them to give me a break!i know other people have it harder then me but i mean one of these days ill just disappear for a week and see what happens or just never come back because I'm sick of this!
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