I always seem sad to my friends. I stare off into space a lot just thinking and I think it worries them. I feel like I have a really bad life most of the time. My dad yells at me a lot and half the time I wish I never existed. I make a lot of bad decisions and no one really likes me. Whenever I think someone likes me it usually turns out that they just feel sorry for me or something like that. I get heartbroken then and I don't talk a lot. I have mood swings a lot and I try and count calories. I have thought about running away every day of my life. It just seems like everything to be happy about has gone away. My grandfather is dead and so is my step grandfather who I was very close to. After that I seemed to go in a state of depression that I haven't come out of. I am afraid that my parents might make me go to one of those people who talk about your feelings and stuff but I am scared of them. If you read this you'll probably just say something like "whatever" or "who cares" but hey you chose to read this it's your fault.
Kiyoko Akimorah Community Member 
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