And say 'There's no place like home.'"
Hmmm...typical day in the Moore household, Moore being my grandparents not me:
Today I had a headache. My cousins called and I knew they wanted to come over. But, geez, my head is making me want to cry, and these kids are loud. All they do is fight. Anyway, my granparents get home and my grandfather starts going through the Caller I.D. on the phone. And all I say to him is
"please papa, don't call over there, they'll just want to come over and my head is killing me." Papa is what I call my grandfather by the way. I say this in a begging manner mind you, my head is pounding, and I don't want to listen to them fight. Anyway, my grandmother from off in her own little world yells,
"Don't tell him what to do! He doesn't need your permission to do anything!" Didn't say he did. So of course I say,
"Don't yell at me, all I did was ask a question." Followed by her
"Don't tell him what to do this isn't your house!" Well, gee thanks, good to know I only live here, not like it's supposed to be a place where I'm wanted or anything.
"I wasn't telling him what to do! All I did was ask him a simple question!" Though it was statement, I said question.
"But it was what you were asking!" Gee, didn't know 'please don't call' was code for 'may I sacrifice a goat in your living room?' Anyway, she makes another comment and I say something about all I did was ask Papa something and she jumped down my throat. To which my grandfather yells something about he is going to do something else if I don't shut up. So whatever, screw you guys, I go abck to the computer. I am talking to Mysti and I hear my grandmother bitching still. Now this subject has been dropped, and she's still going on. So I stop typing and listen. I hear, "Who does she think she is?! We don't have to ask her premission to do anything around here!" To which I yell, rather loudly I might add, "I DIDN'T SAY YOU HAD TO!" She storms into the living room, like she is going to commit murder, probably was, but she stops says "Get off the computer and go to your room." "Fine. I was going anyway." Which I was, because I knew it was coming. But anyway, I don't get to go, she keeps griping,a nd any time I try to say anything she cuts me off. She keeps pointing out how I always interrupt, and I haven't even gotten out a complete sentence. Then she tries to compare me to my sister. And finally, the breakdown that has been building up for a long time hit. I am sitting there crying and practically ******** hperventillating and she wants to gripe at me for that! I'm trying to breathe and she keeps screaming at me to stop. It's not that easy. "Look at you! 17 acting like a 2 year old!" Like a 2 year old?! What the hell. Anyway, we go on and I try to say "If you would listen to me then we could have a normal conversation." But remember, I am having issues at the moment. So instead it comes out "If you would just listen to me I could be normal." I try to fix the sentence but before I can say anything she yells "You!? Normal!?" Like I could never be normal. I try to tell her she didn't let me finish, she cuts me off again. Keeps going on about this and that and how horrible I am and how I never let anyone speak I always cut them off, this whole conversation I don't get to make a complete sentence anywhere. Anyway, she decided she's had enough says "I'm going to work!" And storms off. And of course, as she wanted, my grandfather follows telling her to calm down. She keeps saying no, she's sick of ungrateful kids, she can't live here anymor, she hates it here...She is basically throwing one of her famous little kid temper tantrums. So I jsut get the phone and go outside. I'm talking to Mysti and I get a call on the other line, it's my cousin for my grandfather. I go back in the house and they are both locked in their room, which I never see as a good sign. I call for Papa and he answers in a pissed off "What!?" I tell him it's one of the twins on the phone. He adopts that happy tone and I hear. "Yeah, me and Granny are about to come visit you. Me and her are going to go over there and eat." Uh, hello, what the hell am I eating tonight? They are obviously not allowing me to go and we have no damn food in this house. Well, they leave and here I am back on the computer...ranting on Gaia because I can't post this on myspace because I go to school with too many of the people there...
Sorry to anyone who read this. I didn't mean to sound so whiney. But I just wanted to get it all out ya know?
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