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Just some lyrics I composed out of mixed feelings I have right now.......

They look at me, they see who I really want to be
I put on a smile to show I'm all right
They believe me though sometimes I wish they didn't
All I want is somebody to stand by my side
That one special person, who will keep me warm and safe,
But everytime my trust grows, it will break
I want someone to comfort me, but that could never be
I see who I am and I know that I will always be
alone...........

Oh I know God told me to keep on smiling
Even when they try to put me down
When they break my heart and my body and soul
God would always be there for me
When I lay there broken down he said
he would always be there for me
But I still seem to believe.......
I am alone.......

I'm afraid to speak the truth and my mind.
Afraid of what might happen
Wandering around with God by my side
I suddenly realize!
I start to believe that even though they try
Might spirit will shine!
Oh I will go on living my life!
I realize that everything will be okay
and God still shows me that, I still realize!

Ooooh yea! And I know God knows that I, still realize.....