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Morning: woke up and got ready really quick and got some $$$ for Club Carnival today...

Psychology: Took notes and watched Jesus Camp.... I think the preachers there are stupid and the poor kids &/3

ELP: went to a prep rally and just watched. I didn't really care much at all...I saw Kirsten and I couldn't hug her because all the fat kids wouldn't move out of the way!

Weight Training: 90 push ups some crunches and walking lunges with weights, then we did heavy lifting. Then we got out 4 mins early for the club carnival thing. Hung with Kirsten for like 3 mins ^^ She makes me put a smile on my face and gives me hugs when I want them but, dedicating myself to 2 girls and vowing not to love anyone in California, I don't fall for girls as easy as I use to. Anyways I bought a strawberry-banana smoothie, some breadsticks from Pat&Oscars and then got some orange chicken and then thats all.

English 11: Did 10 vocab words, some journal thing, I have to correct my bib cards =/
Then after afew notes on Puritan literature we took a break and I nearly passed out for 10 mins, then woke up with 5 mins left.

After school: Monica and her Brother Kevin came over for awhile. Showed Kevin Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne the map X Hero Siege. then some Naruto clips and then they left, Christian went with them.

Home alone now...

After thoughts: Well Christian's friends are giving me looks now and I don't care. Anora assumes I hate her and I don't care. As long as I don't make alot of friends I could care less about them. Anora is pretty intolerant of how I am so whatever.
I miss Anna and Kaitlyn so much &3
I still don't like my heart beating like it does! It doesn't affect me when I am with MY friends.

Jiovanni's my best friend in Vista, David is my bud and Kirsten is my (don't crack) support there, for alittle while...till I move that is. then it will probably be just 1 year and 6 months of loneliness and then my future begins. I hope it goes as planned.

I noticed I have become alittle weird O.o;; I find death and stuff like that funny now O.O;;

I found out Valentines day is coming......
*lays face down on the bad and trips to hold in and endure* its not just Valentine's day thats got me so down now. I am seeing so many things that makes me so sad it makes the heart beating pain even worse gonk

Sorry I am in such an uncomfertable mood right now I am so sad! crying <///////3

Sorry I gotta go.... *goes off to cry*