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killer
i feel that i have no right to live or love that all i am dead to the people that matter,
i have tryed not to hurt anyone, but i have hurt so meny i dont understand how this started but its ending now i cant deal with this anylonger im misrable do you guys evan know what your doing to me???
im in hell. i dont belive you would go so far as to ******** a persons life up so badly over something that wasent evan that bad,
what do you find much joy in it???
killing another, destroying what little joy they had???
and you call me sick. do you evan care???
i bet you dont. you want me to leave the one person that loves me so you can go on with hating me, yet saying were friends is that right???
so does everyone have to right to love but me???
is that it???
tell me my fait your going to anyways no matter what i do, so just tell me so i can begain my days as a puppet, a lifeless creatcher, infearair to the human race unable to love, or live my life.
i know im not close at all to prufict but neather are you and yet you act as if you god why is that???
do you honesly belive your god???
well you ******** up my life and kill me inside in your atempt to play god
telling me im going to hell,
well if your so almighy and powerful then why are you going to hell to???
your no god, your no friend of mine, your not evan a suitable brother.
how can you sleep at night knowing you have practily killed your little brother you know the one your supost to protect, or what happened to that???
you used to be so kool i looked up to you, i wanted to be just like you. but you killed me you ******** killed me how could you???
i loved you, you were my hero, my everything when we were young,
my best friend, the reason i got up in the morning, for i knew you would protect me, and yet you kill me???
i hope you end up just like dad it would suit you right
(and its already starting) so when you have kids think about what your doing to them so then you can look back and think about how you ******** up my everything. out of everyway i thought i would die i never thought it to be by my hero,
just goes to show you cant evan trust your family,
they will stab you in the back and slit your ******** throgh and go on with their life as if it were nothing, as if you were nothing.
thank a hell of a lot mr. billie joe.
you have gotten away with murder this time, but what i want to know is what will you do when its your very own child???
i have gone to burn in hell
love always
~little dead f*****t~





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    italian_emo_girl12
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    commentCommented on: Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 03:07pm
    Thats deep man.


    commentCommented on: Sun Feb 24, 2008 @ 12:15am
    i agree



    a b u s e d_a n g e l x3
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    King Of Services
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    commentCommented on: Tue Jun 10, 2008 @ 03:52pm
    that is one long entry...

    i hope to see more biggrin


    commentCommented on: Wed Mar 18, 2009 @ 05:28am
    Holy crap people read this stuff??? dang i didnt know that



    AdioValentine
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