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Why do always this “happy go lucky” come into ur chat when ur really pissed and have depressed or hopeless etc room names?

So some time ago, when i was really pissed... actually that happend quite often this days...
That day i got fishing and made my own room “there is no such thing as love” maybe the next time i should add an “for me” or sth like that....
Okay that day i got fishing... and then a girl came in... later on a guy... poor girl that she met me in my best worst mood <<

Here is the chat log.... i changed the names of teh girl and the guy... well have fun reading it... or not.. ur choice not mine !!

lil’ Girl enters the chat.
lil’ Girl: hello
Chibi Noa: hi
lil’ Girl: you make this room?
Chibi Noa: aye
lil’ Girl: why, you dont lkike love?
Chibi Noa: cant u read?
Chibi Noa: there is no such thing
lil’ Girl: yes.. i can...
a Guy enters the chat.
lil’ Girl: im sorry, but did you just get dumped or something....
Chibi Noa: well that makes your question superfluous
Chibi Noa: oh f**k off, thats none of your business, isnt it?
lil’ Girl: im sorry.....
Chibi Noa: never say sorry its a sign of weakness <<
a Guy: I joined because the statement is true. And I am in a relationship, so I have no other reason to think it.
lil’ Girl: i am sensitive and weak...
Chibi Noa: wooohoooo self-awareness
Chibi Noa: and hell yeah someones understading me
lil’ Girl: ......
Chibi Noa: well whats ur plan, eh?
Chibi Noa: gettin in her
lil’ Girl: i want to be loved but it probobly will never happen
Chibi Noa: trying to cheer me up
Chibi Noa: telling me that there is hope? and everything will get better?
lil’ Girl: no....
a Guy: The only way one should use the word "love" should be when talking about liking someone more than another, in which case people do use it.
Chibi Noa: so what was that question for?
lil’ Girl: i personally know theres no hope for cerain people
lil’ Girl: unless some ugly person falls in love with ya'
Chibi Noa: love is just a 4 letter word
lil’ Girl: i guess
lil’ Girl: ur so depressing..
Chibi Noa: no really?
a Guy: Life is depressing. Get over it quickly.
Chibi Noa: never noticed it...
Chibi Noa: life sucks and in the end death will f**k u
lil’ Girl: u emos are making me sad bye bye
Chibi Noa: emo?
lil’ Girl leaves the chat.
a Guy: Life is against nature. You are dead before being born, and die afterwards. So, if you're dead before and after, it's obvious you're supposed to be dead.
Chibi Noa: im not an emo
Chibi Noa: wise words
Chibi Noa: but can u die, if ur already dead?
a Guy: Yes, because just if one is physically dead, there are those seeking to kill the soul that remains
Chibi Noa: and if your soul is gone and all hope died?
Chibi Noa: just waiting your body to follow?
Chibi Noa: hmm guess thats more an realization than a question xD
a Guy: Yes. The lucky ones have their body die first. Then the pain isn't there so much. But normally the soul dies before the body.
a Guy: All because of those seeking to kill.
Chibi Noa: how comes ur dark view of teh world?
a Guy: Understanding
Chibi Noa: mines just experience...
a Guy: Experience becomes understanding, and understanding becomes knowledge. People normally never get to knowledge. But I plan to.
Chibi Noa: good luck on ur way
Chibi Noa: i still hope, that i will die quite young...
a Guy: With death becomes the inability to learn. No knowledge can be gained. So I do not wish to die young, but only when my time comes.
a Guy: So I suppose I can accept dying young, I just hope not to.
Chibi Noa: i still wish for it...
a Guy: Whatever you desire
Chibi Noa: i will never get what i desire... so i just wish to die
a Guy: When you die your desire shall be fulfilled then?
Chibi Noa: no but its better to die then desire something u will never get
a Guy: But when you get something you no longer desire it.
Chibi Noa: but what if you know, taht u can never get what u desire?
a Guy: Well then the desire lives on, and the knowledge you cannot have it makes you desire it more. Only when you accept that your desire will live will you overcome it.
Chibi Noa: so i shoul my desire live on... and let myself living on too? so i can overcome what i desire, but will never get?
a Guy: Yes. Because when you overcome your desire you will gain a new one, and that new one will hopefully be reachable. And if not, overcome the new one and keep going.
Chibi Noa: but i dunno i i can overcome it
Chibi Noa: if*
Chibi Noa: but maybe u r right....
Chibi Noa: i already replaced an old desire with this one....
a Guy: Then there you go. But by chance, does it have to do with someone of something?
Chibi Noa: someone
a Guy: As normally it is. Well, I do hope you find a new desire.
a Guy: I must go, however.
Chibi Noa: thank u
Chibi Noa: have a nice day
a Guy: You as well.
a Guy leaves the chat.
Chibi Noa: hope u will get the knowlege u desire^^