I had first posted this in a response to someone talking about not liking to sleep, but since my first journals were about my nightmares, I thought this would be appropriate.
Heyelmo
I use to hate to sleep, which wasn't so hard to avoid since it took me on average three hours to fall asleep after going to bed.
I use to get terrible nightmares where I would wake up and just start crying or else the creepier part, I was already crying because my cheeks would already be wet with tears.
Some of them were just normal nightmares with, well most of the time I was in a Resident Evil scene and I'm just running from zombies. I didn't mind thos so much because it would only scare me for a couple hours, than I would forget.
But once in awhile, maybe a couple times a week, I would have dreams where I would see people I knew and love get killed or else abandoning me. It hurt so much because these nightmares I have, I can still remember them all so well.
Everytime I go to sleep, it's like I die everynight because that is how all my nightmares are, but it didn't disturb me as much as seeing the people I love getting hurt and I try but I can't save them.
Now I look forward to sleeping because it takes me away from the reality. The difference between when I'm awake and when I'm asleep is that when I'm not dreaming and the people I love die, I can't wake up to see them alive.
[sorry 'bout the length, I just really hadn't talked about my dreams in awhile]
I use to get terrible nightmares where I would wake up and just start crying or else the creepier part, I was already crying because my cheeks would already be wet with tears.
Some of them were just normal nightmares with, well most of the time I was in a Resident Evil scene and I'm just running from zombies. I didn't mind thos so much because it would only scare me for a couple hours, than I would forget.
But once in awhile, maybe a couple times a week, I would have dreams where I would see people I knew and love get killed or else abandoning me. It hurt so much because these nightmares I have, I can still remember them all so well.
Everytime I go to sleep, it's like I die everynight because that is how all my nightmares are, but it didn't disturb me as much as seeing the people I love getting hurt and I try but I can't save them.
Now I look forward to sleeping because it takes me away from the reality. The difference between when I'm awake and when I'm asleep is that when I'm not dreaming and the people I love die, I can't wake up to see them alive.
[sorry 'bout the length, I just really hadn't talked about my dreams in awhile]
