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The not-so-lovely girl has a crush on the boy who looks like he popped out from one of her fantasies. She had always dreamed of a boy who looked EXACTLY like him, sleek hair, beautiful grey blue eyes; He was Asian, he almost looked like a really hot anime character, but a real life person. Where did he say his family was from? korea? or was it china? she couldn't remember. all she knew what that he had come to the school from North Carolina. He seemed to good to be true, later she would find out it was too good to be true. His father was in the military. Such a shame that an attractive guy would before long be gone. *sigh* oh the irony of it, lamentations of a unidignified ideal. stare neutral I suppose I have none to blame but myself for this heart break. Not really a heart break tho i suppose. not compared to if i got really involved. I just stare at him dreamily from across the room, inconspicuously admiring him. I doubt he cares about me at all. I know he knows I'm alive, because the guys he hangs with make fun of me for reasons unknown to me other than i'm different and "weird". sweatdrop sad cry crying

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