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I miss Tim.. there is a wound that reopened just by my thoughts... im not going to say much and it might not sound very sad but.. yeah.. i lost my best friend. and i mean ive lost best friends before, ive lost two best friends that ive had for 6 years and thats didnt hurt nearly as much as the pain i feel now of loosing tim. we were friends for a few years.. he was the first person to actually treat me like i was .. normal. even if we knew we werent. i think i loved him. i helped him alot, and he was so greatful for that. i think he loved me too, but it just never got out.. ..wait.. it did.. i just never grasped it. i sometimes wish i had. but soon..he began to get the idea that i.. 'used' him. i was so confused but he has hated me ever since.. we never went out before.. and a few months ago he asked my 'sister' out. delia, she goes to school with him. i wouldnt have minded if she said yes, but she didnt because she knew i liked him. but that was months after he began to hate me.. i relized then that i didnt miss my could-have-been partner.. i missed my beloved best friend.. i miss you Tim..

Posted by: The_Hopeless_And_Broken Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 01:36am

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Commented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 01:56am


	crying It must be very agonizing. If I had read it right, these events might leave ones self lost.

Commented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:07am


	God i feel so bad..

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Commented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:21am


	They say all wound heal over time but not scars, but knowledge and scars asist future events and thought. The wises of people gone thru hell. What evr happens it will help you even if its paifull and eventual feel joy...maybe if you let it.

Commented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:24am


	Hmm..

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Commented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:36am


	sorry you lost your best friend...i know how it feels...i wish i could help in some way...

Commented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 04:20am


	At least, im lucky enough to have such great friends like you guys~!

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Commented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 04:30am


	...yeah biggrin

Commented on: Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 05:19pm


	Aww, Sam.. who says you aren't normal? sad

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Commented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 03:28am


	your one of the most normal people I've ever met.

Commented on: Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 09:21pm


	Haha, funny

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Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 01:16am


	No joke.

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