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Thus I've discovered - rather reinforced an idea - that I've got a split personality.
I blame it on me being a Gemini neutral
Anyway.
Split in a sense that...Fora time, I'm the most random and happiest person you'll see walking by. Greeting you with a big SLAP on the back followed by a hug and conversation.
The next second half...well, I think we know that half well. One thing and all of a sudden, I'm a weak and depressed loser-face who'd rather do nothing than sit in the darkness of my bunk, and write or sit in the bathroom with some tissue. Writing and maybe bawling until by eyes fall out of my face, and my hands want to shrivel up and die. Loser face FTW.
Myself as a whole has gone past the shrivelling in a hole bit, and gone to the bit in which I do something...to myself...that I never thought I'd do. Done it more than twice, is what I'll say. And I'm reallyyyy sorry for doing that...I regret it whole heartedly. ]: You don't know HOW much I regret it. I think that you guys should just know about that, because no one I know in person knows about it...I fail big time :]
My point is.
I don't like having a split personality...>:
Having it messes people up and messes around with how people think of them.
EEP.
I'll shut up now x:
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Thus I've discovered - rather reinforced an idea - that I've got a split personality.
I blame it on me being a Gemini neutral
Anyway.
Split in a sense that...Fora time, I'm the most random and happiest person you'll see walking by. Greeting you with a big SLAP on the back followed by a hug and conversation.
The next second half...well, I think we know that half well. One thing and all of a sudden, I'm a weak and depressed loser-face who'd rather do nothing than sit in the darkness of my bunk, and write or sit in the bathroom with some tissue. Writing and maybe bawling until by eyes fall out of my face, and my hands want to shrivel up and die. Loser face FTW.
Myself as a whole has gone past the shrivelling in a hole bit, and gone to the bit in which I do something...to myself...that I never thought I'd do. Done it more than twice, is what I'll say. And I'm reallyyyy sorry for doing that...I regret it whole heartedly. ]: You don't know HOW much I regret it. I think that you guys should just know about that, because no one I know in person knows about it...I fail big time :]
My point is.
I don't like having a split personality...>:
Having it messes people up and messes around with how people think of them.
EEP.
I'll shut up now x:
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Everyone has a split personality they can't help it, just go with life and eventually everything will be ok.~