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watashi wa Joshii desu.
Se ga Takai desu.
Me ga buraun(forgot how to spell brown in nihongo) desu.
Watashi wa Namie Amuro to Manga to Anime to tomodachi ga suki desu.
owari...

yeah, I've been having "fun" this past week.
I skipped out on my japanese exchange student meeting this thursday, just because I wanted to walk with my friends to Starbucks, and now I feel guilty.
plus, I found out that the person I just ended up liking, likes one of my friends.
but, I actually didn't feel too bad, because I was already pairing them up in the beginning of the school year, so this is not so big of a loss, as all other things were.

I want to cross dress.
(yeah, random thing to say, but I really want to.)
and, next year, for homecoming, I'm going to wear a jacket that I'm making out of silk, with pants.
I dont care if I'm going against the dress-code rules for homecoming.
if I want to do this, then I will do it.

My life is basically going up and down and down..
why is this so?
its because I cannot live to peoples expectations (mainly my parental units.)
they think I'm not good enough (I would say...)
its all because I have poor study habits, I never talk about any upcoming tests, and I am now "back-chatty".
THAT IS SO WRONG!
I bite my tongue, whenever I'm in a conversation with them, unless they accuse me of something that I would never do!

...anyways, enough of my rant for today.
bai bai!