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Okay, I know it's another "I told you so" and "Stop getting so close so quickly" scenario going on here. Endure another whiney, melodramatic, and frankly idiotic journal entry about me and my girlfriend.

First and foremost, my dad randomly showed back up last night after the drama explained below and me and Allanah were texting each other. This isn't a bad thing... not yet anyway. It VERY EASILY can become bad, but I suppose all I really can do is hope for the best...

Anywho, different girl than usual, but the same girl spoke of before. (Allanah, from the previous entry) Okay, I seriously have fallen totally in love again. (Go figure) I called this girl every night and we talked as long as we possible could every time. I mean, my cell phone bill was over one hundred and sixty dollars, and then I simply switched to our house phone. And this was after only two days. (Imagine that bill, eh? Bleh, I handled that though.) Anywho, this went on for about a month. And I loved most of every minute of it. The only parts that weren't lovable were the "bumps" spoke of in the title. These bumps are referring to her parents.

Now, Allanah's told me that her parents... well... don't like me. Apparently they are avid racists, according to 'Lanna. Also, once again (All jokes aside. Seriously guys, leave me alone, it's purely accidental razz ) she is a little less than three years younger than me. Also, Allanah and I have never met in real life. All of these factors (and probably more) result in her parents hating my guts. BUT, to be fair, I hate them just as much, and probably more. Apparently they physically hurt Allanah more often than she'd like to admit, and they treat her like total crap. But anyway...

This did not seem to be a problem really, but most nights if we stayed on the phone too long in their opinion she would get in like... major trouble. Excuse my french, but I swear, I'd hear "Get off my f--kin' phone!" Every single night. And Allanah didn't even care. And I love her and love talking to her as much as possible... so when she says "Please call me tomorrow" I really don't know how to say no, even when her parents curse at her, scream, and threaten her.

Well, a couple of nights ago apparently we crossed the line. I heard the usual scream and 'Lanna tells me she has to go. I hang up, things don't seem too awkward. Well, about five or 10 minutes later I get a call on my phone. It's Allanah's house. I pick it up, thinking it's her. I say "Hey!" happily, and the next thing I know I'm being severely scolded, threatend and cursed at but Allanah's mother. She gives me her lecture about how I'd better forget Allanah and everything about her and how some "FBI" type thingy has been recording me and her phone calls. At this point I'm angry, but I keep my cool. She asks me if I understand and I say "No, I do not, let's talk about this." Then, she promptly tells me to never call there again and hangs up on me. See, now I'm really mad. This wench had the nerve to call my phone, curse me out, then hang up on me. So, I call back anyway. She picks up and I sternly, but calmly ask her to explain to me what I'm doing wrong and why she thinks she has the right talk call my phone an act any way she sees fit. After repeating her old lecture, she hangs up on me again. Severely pissed, I call back a third time. This time, her father picks up the phone. He pretty much says the exact same sh-- and I pretty much do the same. I look back and almost wish I had got even more angry and started cursing and carrying on back at them. But I figured someone should be the adult, finally. I made sure those people Allanah calls parents realized that what they were threatening me with was illegal, and even if it wasn't I'd done nothing wrong to be accused of.

Well, some hours later I get a text and it's from Yahoo! Messenger. It's Allanah, and apparently she ran out of the house after she realized it was me her mother was screaming at. With no shoes in the snow... Now, not that I condone this particular action... I wouldn't know what else to tell 'Lanna... Well, she was safe at a friend's house and we just texted each other until I fell asleep. I had to leave for work at 9AM to work until 7PM, and I fell asleep at 5:30AM. I ended up being an hour and a half late, but... it was worth it...

All of this was last night, by the way, so I'm still pretty upset. I haven't heard from her and we probably won't be able to talk... Ya know... Ever. Not until she moves out, which I'm sure by then she'll have long moved on. I almost hope she does... She doesn't need all this drama... She doesn't need me. This really isn't fair to her, I'm used to this insanity, but I doubt she is. I'm debating just saying forget it to save her a WORLD of trouble... But, I do love her. Alot. So much so that in fact, I think it's better for her to move on without me but I can't possibly leave her. I've no clue what to do, as usual.