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My guinea pig died in my arms last night... I miss him alot. And now I feel responsible, and im really regretful. I know he is in a better place right now. but now i just wish i could have had just one more day with him... I would say i was sorry. I didn't tell him goodbye or I loved him.I know some of you are just like "wow a dead guinea pig... BIG WOOP! Get over it retard." but since no one understands me, i told him every thing. Have you ever just need to tell someone someting just to tell them. I think i told him that because i knew he wouldn't have any opinions or anything to say. And now I am all alone. And I fell scared. I treated him terribly though... I wish it could have been a longer more healthier life. I didn't give him enough vitiman c. i think my mom choked him last night with the "Critcal Care" emergency food. it was liquid... But during hs last moments i moved him on to a pillow. then it was over. But we knew he was deathly sick. We tried every thing. Vitamin C booster, Critical care. Nothing. I just wish he could have had one more peice of clover. He loved clover. On warm summer afternoons I would take him out to eat this little patch of clover in our front yard. It was peaceful. With him. We are going to put a patch of lover in the garden where he lays. Dr.Hoover at the vet was careing. She made a small plaqe with his foot prints and his name. I painted a clover on it. But I realy miss him.

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May every clover I come upon have the face of you.
And may ever cloud seem to touch my heart as you float alone.

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