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..LifeTaker.. i've ****** up big time. Why the hell does this happen... i don't know what to do for him to accept me again. He hates my living guts, and won't even listen to me. i don't know what i did wrong. He was the best who could ever happen to me. i've only tried to be the best to him i could. i was alone** without him for two damn years. That is too long. When i finally got back in contact with him, i figured out that before i started talking to him again, he had already forgotten about me.. Therefore, i had just brought him pain again. i never wanted to hurt him. i only want our friendship back, as close as we were before. He said that there's nothing i could do. Nothing whatsoever. There must. be Something. i have Athazagoraphobia, and Cremophobia. The Fear of being Forgotten, and the Fear of being Alone..And what do you know, he want to forget me again, and for me to forget him, leaving me alone once again. All this murders me without him. He *will not* get away with murder.. This reminds me of a dream when my "sister", Delia tried talking to Tim, and i about our old friendship.. and he didn't really argue.. But.. Oh, my God..

Posted by: The_Hopeless_And_Broken Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 10:21pm

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Commented on: Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 10:23pm


	...Im...sorry...I know how that feels...

Commented on: Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 10:38pm


	...(What is there to say?)... sad

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Commented on: Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 12:54am


	not meaning to offend Koy...because i know you mean well and i respect that biggrin ...here is an idea for you Koy...maybe a your sorry for how she feels perhaps??...

Commented on: Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 01:23am


	Yeah... But it was difficult of thinking of what say at the time, I am sorry sammy. I had a simmilar situation but had amagined it, I think. So I guess it isn't the same. sad

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Commented on: Fri Mar 09, 2007 @ 05:11pm


	...very nice Koy...you sound like a real friend 3nodding ...well Sammy...just to remind you...that I am always here for you...I am the shoulder you can cry upon...I am the tissue to wipe your tears with...I am the arms that will hold you tight if you feel lonely...I am the I am the voice that will calm you down when you feel depressed...and...well...I think you have the idea 3nodding ...I wish to help you carry your burden...I can help you Sammy...and I will be overjoyed to make you happier smile I know its very possible

Commented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 04:05am


	mm, you guys rock huggles both o' you

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Commented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 04:09am


	4laugh

Commented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 05:03am


	You're welcome. sweatdrop

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Commented on: Sun May 13, 2007 @ 08:38pm


	Happy birthday Sam. biggrin

Commented on: Sat May 19, 2007 @ 08:18pm


	Hi, Sammy. It'll turn out okay. And remember, you have people who love you.

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Commented on: Mon May 28, 2007 @ 03:28am


	Thanks, man.. i know it'll never work again, but you're great anyway, man -hugs-

Commented on: Tue Jun 12, 2007 @ 05:05pm


	smiles a bit...you have people who care for you...including me...

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Commented on: Fri Sep 14, 2007 @ 03:44am


	??? i just noticed that. eek Thanks, Koy.

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